Lord God, I need your help. I cannot do this. I cannot battle my child on everything. Are you trying to teach me patience by first making me nuts? Is this really what I should be doing? Am I on the right path? Right now I feel like I'm off in the ditch. I need wisdom and strength. I am really struggling, Lord. My heart is ugly right now and only you can fix it. Please Lord, fix me. Give me your grace so I can share it. Give me your peace, your patience. I can only do this with you, Lord. Please. Guide me, fill me, teach me, lead me, mold me, use me, walk beside me. I give my life to THE Potter.